>>58810415She knows its retarded to try to be close and we know its retarded to try to be close but we do little things to brighten each other's day anyway. She handles her fanbase and gives everyone attention equally as naturally as she breathes, like its already a cemented fact in her mind that we'll be there forever, even if she might joke otherwise. Its odd, but someone has to be there when the dust settles, don't they? Isn't that the right thing to do? I want to talk to her about this wild ride when its done, and the way she talks makes it seems like she's looking forward to someone doing so.