>>17100551NTA but there's a lot more than 5 people that appreciate the work you've done. True, not many people may watch it now but imagine pink cat becomes a huge streamer in a few years, there'll be hundreds of people thankful that you've archived the VODs. You're being too hard on yourselves. I don't remember what exactly you've been through but I know it was very serious. All I can say is you have to try everything you can, exercise, stretching, meditation, yoga, home remedies, marijuana, anything that can help. Something will work one day and you'll be glad that you tried. Even with all the pain and suffering, Life is so much more beautiful and amazing than you think.
>>17098854If you want to go full gosling, watch all the vr chat streams, the field trip streams were some of the best gfe type.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4l-2IdsxOMk This in particular is one of the best pick cat streams ever. She gets emotional and very real halfway through the stream and it's just heartwarming