>>88876037there was a lot of old times talk from Lisa
https://youtu.be/_W8RkShAu_0?t=1888>i used to have a friend, we're still friends but we don't talk too often anymore, still love her to death>she was the one who got me into vtubers and i thought that was so goofy>i was like this is weird... i did not appreciate it at first >then she showed me Gura videos and i was like what the hell is that???>i come from a way different background, my normie cosplay is something i take very seriously and im really good at hiding the dork parts or myself>she was like:>>i really want to become a vtuber >and i was like, that's awesome and she said>>you should become a vtuber>and im like "yeah">so we ended up doing it, love her to death>she never continued but i miss her dearly>in a far far away land somewhere, in a different timeline, maybe she would have continued>the one thing i would change is prioritising my health more>i let my imposter syndrome get the best of me to the point i permanently damaged my vocal cords >i technically was part of the first EN vtuber corpo based in the US>i only started vtubers regularly when i became one>cause i needed inspiration i had no idea how to be a vtuber >i was just doing my own thing a lot >i basically made vtubing my life for a very long time, that was really good for me>but it was also really bad for my mental health 