>>48394948>the possibility of her ever going back to anything that would make me happy is slipping farther and farther awayThis is the new normal. It's time you finally take the hint and leave if you can’t accept it, instead of wasting your time being miserable all day every day sitting on a 4chan thread or discord or whatever to whine, waiting for an autistic anime girl with things to do and health issues (that in your schizophrenia you're starting to doubt are real), and the reason you’re so miserable waiting for her is that you need your dose of happiness in your empty life like a drug addict waiting for his dose and getting mad at his drug dealer when he doesn’t get what he craves. Don’t dump such a big responsibility on Gura or anyone else, learn to be happy to get what you can get from her when she can.
