>>64502750They uh, have gotten significantly better than they were a few months ago. When I talked to my confessor about it he paused for a moment and essentially said, "brother I'm not gonna lie you're kinda fucked in the head" in the most pastoral and caring way he could. Technically coming /here/ is going against the advice the advice of my priest. I'm trying now to focus my thoughts on what is True, just, and beautiful, but sometimes I still stumble.
