>>90610690Wish I could tell you it'll all be the same once she comes back, but it won't. I went through the pain of losing my oshi and it wasn't ever losing her that hurt. It was knowing that she'd never interact with the people I still watched. There'd always be a hole there instead of her. There'd always be something missing.
Eventually the pain dies down and you get kinda used to it. You find yourself baking threads for the new fanbase and live posting about her. You never forget about the good times you had together and the memories of those days. Occasionally when you look at fanart of those days you might feel a bit of a twinge in your heart, but nothing can ever take the good times you had with her away.
