>>77193270that's honestly kind of what I've felt about Filian for awhile. Like she sees mouse as the top of the mountain, "to be the man you gotta beat the man"
Thing is Mouse isn't super competitive about it, and Filian is wiling to do damn near anything to make it to the top of that mountain. Most obvious example off the top of my head was her immediately wanting to join QSMP right after mouse got in. I don't think it's malicious or anything, I think she just really wants to make it to the top. No subathon this year could make it easier for that to happen too. Still not my thing, but I did enjoy watching her chill with mel.