>>88991580>hi everyone, i feel like im usually better at putting my feelings into words>but after all the reflecting i've done im at a loss>this whole deal and everything i have accomplished with it is something i would have never imagined for myself>interacting with artists i look up to, performing in front of hundreds of people and creating a community where i felt at home>to say it hasnt been difficult would be a lie and im sure you are all aware>>Wisu raid>i would never trade this for anything>i never felt so loved and appreciated that i have in the past 3 years>my live has become so rich and colorful and most of all worth living and i've been told resilience humility and i've learned to give myself grace in times of adversity>i you have ever felt like your words are meaning less and your voice is never loud enough there is always been at least one person listening and i pray with everything in my heart that you achieve a life that you deserve>i remember saying almost a decade ago to a mento that no matter what i did, i wanted to inspire somebody, verbatim i said, "i want to be a beacon" >it doesnt always translate and i have made plenty of mistakes, but without mistakes i wouldn't have become the person i am today and that means so much to me>ooh... i feel it now..>as i continue on my journey i hope you will continue on yours as well>we are not perfect but you know damn *giggles* well i will push you guys to live it>im trying not to get sappy so im gonna wrap it up but i wanted, from the bottom of my heart, to thank everyone you've been my most outspoken advocate since day one and you've helped me reach goals i didnt even know i was capable of>you've shown me so..>oh god>you've shown so much love to the girl behind the screen who isnt always confident in herself and just as much to Lisa>but more so, it's affected me a lot>happy 3 years to sheepy and sheeple and here's to many more.>that's it>*thanking Wisu for the raid*>it's been a long ride for both of us so im happy we're both in good places, if not perfect, goodthat last one hit hard
perfectly timed raid actually
>i was worried bout being forgotten i never was forgotten>one thing i wish i could do over is according myself more grace>because i pushed myself so hard in the name of content creation, to meet a quota and please everybody, i not only sacrificed my health but also permanently damaged by body >the internet leads you to do crazy shit>i used to be supper embarrassed for being too much>but i feel it's kind of awesome>being emotionally vulnerable is cool and swag and healthy!>never forget it>if someone tries to call you a big baby>literally say "yeah bitch, so what?">AND WHAT ABOUT IT???? 