>>51995225she's chronically ill and it's not getting better. she's constantly in pain and can't do any physical activities, her immune system has gone straight to shit, and she's got a tumor growing that keeps coming back. she lost composure and ended stream when she said she finished her maths degree but can't do anything with it, basically has no future because her health doesn't allow it. streaming is all she has and she spent this entire week too sick to do even that.
she choked up and stopped talking for a full minute before switching to a black screen, apologized, and ended stream. I've never seen her lose composure like this.
