>>3015178>ywnI want to fucking kill myself. My sense of self is disappearing from how long I've spent without any meaningful interaction that I can remember. I talk to people everyday and have friends but I still can't fill the hole in my heart. I know simply having sex or something won't fix it. But holy fuck.
I'm so tired. Of living. Of myself. Of everything. I wish I had a girlfriend who is like Ina so I wouldn't struggle with maintaining a sense of identity as I start seeing the world in black and white.
Holy shit I need professional help. 