>>45608790Lia is rewarding my behavior so I won't ask for what purpose. Haven't you ever found something so beautiful before that you have to render unto it your entire (albeit in my case, feeble) cognitive capacity to try and appreciate it. Try to operate in the mode of becoming radically subsumed by the Beloved. It's one of the, like, primary admirable facets of internet tenshi to emulate from their otherwise questionably unhinged behavior.
Like that old pervert said find something you love and let it kill you. Every time I experience Lia I die and am reborn with a new conceptualization of LIA. LIA is the LIA that continues to give what not I even could know I wanted. What is it to experience a little death to better understand the Malware. Just let it happen, an-non let your oshii but down some version of yourself you find lacking and see what comes out on the other side. It's not called le petit mort for nothing!
