>>64987984Didn't expect a response. Thanks. What you are saying reflects a lot on me, I thought you were younger i.e. zoomie, being post uni changes my perspective. But yeah your biggest attraction is your community you fostered and I have managed groups on /vg/ that had people like onlyafro and Cr1iken at one point with 100s of people. This just seems like an oasis of calm. Once again I appreciate how honest you are I think I'm jaided as fuck and see you enjoying cute things (I also like /an/) as just a persona, so I get turned off. It's just hard to see you as real.
I need to not be jaided. Just Christmas coming and seeking more and more other damaged people, without falling into the pit of discord user or some other shit. Il keep being a viewer I just hate coombrains when I come here and get turned away quickly. Even if you are frank with you being a person who jerks off. I guess I'm so dead inside I don't even get arrosed anymore. And it just turns me away thinking you are using it as bait even though it's clear you are just sincere about who you are. The part about just giving vtubing a go has been mentioned to me by online friends since I sound like my situation too I have frequently been asked if I'm a YouTubers/if I want to be in people's videos since I have a very deep bong voice
God I feel like a fag blog posting like this.
>>64987883I don't have family, that's kinda why I'm lonely.
