>>74443970>>74444034>>74445475The problem isn't so much the sex part as it is nobody talks about Erika besides how much they want to have sex with her. They don't bother talking about her love for fighting games or anything like that. Like what's the point of having sex with someone if you can't even appreciate her for anything other than sex? What's the point? It just feels so empty, especially since Erika herself had mention so much how much she loves vtubing and how much passion she had for the medium in a way I've never seen before. What's the point of sex if you can't even enjoy it, knowing that it's just a coping mechanism for the fact that we still don't know when she'll come back? What we will do when she isn't in PixelLink Gen 2? Hornypost harder? Well wake up, that's not gonna do anything. It's all fake. You can hornypost all you want but it won't change the fact that Erika didn't want to go. It won't change the fact that she didn't want to leave at all so badly she practically spent a last week alone with her toraknights because she knew it was the last time she'd have a chance to do so.
I've been through a lot of graduations, but Erika's practically destroyed me. It wasn't a case of her realizing that vtubing wasn't for her and moving on to something else. It was someone who was practically forced to graduate because there was no other option. No amount of coping about how you're married to Erika is going to change that she had to basically leave, in her own words, one of the best fucking communities she had ever been a part of. I mean I've kinda accepted it and I've been enjoying other vtubers like she wanted me to, and maybe I wouldn't be upset about it if it were under more favorable conditions, but we all know it wasn't.
I don't expect anybody to read this, normally I'd be fine but real life shit brought back some really bad memories. Also fuck the pixelschizo for being more obsessed with numbers than the actual wellbeing of talents. 