>>17786568I feel stupid for even bringing this shit up but im gonna go away again for a few days after making this post but let me say im sorry for all the fucking depression blogposting i did over the lately.
Im aware it might have looked like i was just begging for pity/attention or whatever after checking the archives and seeing how much i realy talked about it but please belive me that was not my intention im just realy fucking depressed and was unable to keep my mouth shut about it, finding the 100k vod made things worse as i feel like i have nothing left to do with life,while i meant what i said i should not keep bringing this shit up as it might make things worse for me so im gonna take a few days off of posting here and isolate myself from people and try to get my shit together again maybe try to watch some vods or whatever to not let things get even worse.
I like you anons here so again im sorry for all this fucking depression blog posting,i know i should do better then to keep bringing that shit up like i
did.Im just a depressed fucking idiot lately.
Have the link to the nyanners vod archive again while im here in case its needed:
>https://pastebin.com/raw/Eg1Yy3TZIm still gonna get all myau/nyanners vods that might happen over the next few days dont worry i wont let my personal shit affect the archive as i feel like thats the only worthwhile thing i did with my life so far with that being said im off for a few days again but i hope you anons have a nice day.
