>>19939114This. After many dates and interacting with normal women, I have given up all hope and plan to stay single forever. Stop worrying about my appearance and working my ass off to save for a comfi retirement. But when IRyS comes into my life, I find myself smiling more, getting back to the gym more often, being more social and just a little bit more happy whenever I hear her voice. She is literally my push and I'm happy that I found her.