>>3469434I don't think so. I think the drunk stream was the culmination of a lot of negativity Zen was dealing with all at once. Her mom's birthday on the 30th reminding her of all her regrets (which she stated on stream to all of us), the Nux video causing her a lot of bad or misunderstanding PR as to what her content is (she mentioned that directly as something she was really not happy with), and that her current therapist isn't satisfying to her but she can't seem to find a new one. Just a lot of shit all at once. Now this. That poor possible woman can't catch a break.