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I literally think about this shit 24/7 about how my interaction would be and yet i can never make up my mind. Would i try too hard to talk to her and gush about how much of a fan i am? Would i play it cool and just pay for her drink/meal without getting her attention so i look like a cool and suave mystery guy? Would i want to get a short word in about how i appreciate her and then just leave? I think ultimately disgretion is key and reading the room would be the best. If she's busy or hanging out with friends then probs best to leave her alone. But if she's solo i'd try to get her attention in a discrete manner like buying her a drink at a bar. If i looked attractive enough i'd try to get her attention by being flirty in some creative way relevant to the environment (note: i am not creative, flirty, nor attractive) but that's a schizo fantasy i'm happy to leave in my head. My favorite fantasy is actually the bar scenario where it's like a dimly-lit 1940's bar, she's sitting alone at the counter exhausted and looking for an escape from life. I rock up and say some cringe shit like "the wind is troubled today" and we slowly exchange phrases that when strung together appear to sound profound and meaningful. Through the interaction i hesitate but eventually proclaim my love for my oshi, but admit that it can never truly be requited. She is sad to hear my confession because she knows this to be the truth. I bid my fairwell on my way out stating that i'll look forward to when we meet again, thought it will like a drop in an ocean, lost to the wave of comments as the next stream goes by.
