>>39680951I watch another I probably would have also called my oshi before Gura started vanishing so often up to this official break, but now I hesitate to call her that because while I really enjoy watching her, it just makes things here feel worse. She doesn't bring me true happiness, only Gura does. I know that probably doesn't help the pressure she feels in the slightest which is why I'll never say it outside of this shithole during holidays when I'm sure she'll be too busy with family to bother checking, but it is what it is.
