>>88391230you joke but the reason I held off on meeting up with anons for FES for so long was because I resent feeling like I can’t be just “one of the guys”, even though I am fat and ugly I am still a woman and wouldn’t be able to partake in a cool fun group dynamic where we get sloshed and talk about our oshis without being aware of this difference.. it annoys me that women are inherently otherized by existing, I know it’s a weird autistic thing to get mad about female fans being pointed out as special or like represented as specifically Human Girls in silly fanbase comics whereas the default is the male fan and they get to just be a normal KFP or Tako or Sapling or whatever but I am autistic and retarded, so.Anyways I eventually decided it was stupid to keep denying myself an experience because of something I can’t control about myself so I made up my mind to go anyways, but now this family trip is interfering reeee
