>>65459493My situation I am in is too hard to ignore, I am scared of what happens next. I wish I looked after myself better and not cared so much about others, what others thought of me is what led to my destruction.
We all make mistakes in life, we've all been down this path, I made a fucking huge one for various reasons and now I am going to pay the ultimate price for it.
Maybe one day things can blow over and I can revisit the streamer idea because in hindsight it is something I should have done years ago but I was busy during COVID unlike many who got paid to do nothing for months.
I really do want to work with the /asp/ies because a lot of you are talented and keep on persevering but I'm fearful of the response I could get if I pop up on stream one day and then get shunned once more.
