>>66349778i read all of this
i clapped
i don't think i was in the thread at the time because i dont visit the thread when watching a stream but yeah man glad you found your peace
it is a tough pill to swallow that chances of being recognized is low unless you do the things you said, but just know even as an idolfan they remember/notice you - its just a different thing if they ever make that noticing public and mention you directly and as idols they can't really do that to try to keep things "fair"
funny little read at this time of night and i may be the only person to give you a serious response but yeah not much to say, sounds like you found your peace and thats good