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I am so frustrated. I feel so upset and annoyed towards sonny even though I know I shouldn't feel this way. I should feel grateful and happy that he made an effort to stream something two days ago despite the shitty internet wifi but it feels like the effect ran out and now all I remember is how long I have been waiting for him to stream regularly again. I don't miss him every day but whenever the deprivation hits, it's too strong I want to physically abuse something just to calm this raging emotions inside me. I just want him to be back... What must I do for him to come back sooner? The last few weeks have been really hard with his ISP fuck up... It's been 11 days... I just want to watch him again just like the old days... I don't know where do I vent all this pent up frustrations I hate it. Just fucking come back, whore. I really need and miss your streams.
