>>54932837>>54932811>>54933486This isn't me moralfagging or trying to get people to stop. Don't take it that way. I pretty much understand that my sensitivity is the abnormal factor here.
But my best guess is that I think about suffering almost nonstop. I think about what's after life, and all the signs point to just reincarnation back within the same system, which amounts to prison planet which means suffering is infinite. Rape, torture, sadism, fucked up shit, forever, for eternity, you can't escape from it. Existing is nauseating.
So I guess I'm particularly receptive to suffering, and all concepts that involve it. I don't like sadism, I don't even like revenge even when it's necessary.
I guess you can make a case for consensual cannibalism but even wanting that in the first place feels fucking wicked.
Whatever this was gay but I have nobody to talk about this to. I'm gonna fuck off now.
