>>54708413I’ll never be in Hololive. I don’t have a vtuber career - it’s hard to stream in college with a roommate, and even if I started today it would take years for me to accumulate the fanbase and social capital it would take to even have a chance of getting into Hololive, and I still probably wouldn’t. But I still - like a retard - dream. In the car I rehearse how I’d introduce myself. I think about the games I’d play and the new things I’d do. I think about how validating it would be to have so many people love me for who I am or at the very least the image I put out - to have gachikois and through them feel like I’m finally having a real relationship. But I never work towards it, because I’m a coward and it’s too late for me.
Also because I wouldn’t get Binding of Isaac perms.
