>>33417983>How do I cope with having parasocial feelings for a clown?The same way that you cure a hangover by drinking more: you need to continue feeding your parasocial feelings for her.
Look up what perfume she likes to use (I'm pretty sure she mentioned it already, maybe in a member-only post or maybe it was a regular stream, I don't remember), listen to her original songs on repeat, watch some archives,
masturbate to clussy before going to bed and listen to her cosleeping video while you're sleeping.