>>17724075>>17724075Really great stream, evoked a ton of emotions.
>anxious, nervousness at the beginning. butterflies and uneasiness born out of being in close proximity with someone one you really care about- fear of doing something to mess it up>settling in, getting comfortable with one another and the nerves calm, crack jokes, enjoying one another’s company>passions stir as jokes get a hint more lewd>leave together, back to her place>diamonds.jpeg >this_is_it.wav>you sit and talk, the lust still present, but it shifts to something more meaningful>you’re honest with one another and the realization begins to dawn on you>the woman before you, the devious little minx has so much more depth of character. she’s so sweet, and kind, and delicate. >you don’t just appreciate the outer beauty, but the beauty that animates her soul. I’m a firm believer in the depression/suicidal ideation/attempt-overcomer supremacy. There’s something beautiful about being intimately familiar with the extremes of human emotion. It’s unique to be face to face with the abyss and to reject it; to not let it envelope you. To be acutely aware of the malevolent darkness and to turn away and choose life. Someone once entrenched in the grotesque has a more refined appreciation for beauty.