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I want to get into a smaller-time vtuber because I like a lot of the designs and want to support smaller creators, but it always feels kind of...pathetic?
Like when a vtuber has a large audience they feel more like an entertainer that I'm a fan of, but when I'm one of 6 watchers the vtuber feels more like a person, and it feels kinda pathetic to one-sidedly support and watch a person.
I dunno, is this a bad way to look at it?
With large vtubers I know there's no chance of them really acknowledging me, but with smaller vtubers it feels too close to an actual friendship without actually being one.