>>24825540I think it something akin to your own subconscious lashing out at you. At your core you are lonely and as such you search for a source of this loneliness so that you can grasp onto something to measure yourself by and channel reasoning into. You have noticed your lack of sexual activity and project an image of others nor being lonely as well as having sex and thus correlate sex as something you need that everyone else has. You view yourself as being deprived of something everyone else has and that this is unfair. In order to distract yourself from this perceived injustice you indulge in time sinks like chuubas with a false sense of belonging and relation with them but are conflicted when the reality that they may be non virgin. This is a threat to the protection and a betrayal to the trust you put in it. Affirmation of this threatens to create a stronger rift between you and others as your injustice looks to deepen. In order to avoid this situation you look for fellow virgin chuubas to relate to. If you wish to make yourself happier you should become a chuuba yourself to address this void in your heart and serve as a beacon to those who share your affliction. In this codependance you will find happiness
