>>75658318Since you're not answering my leading question I'm just going to give my diagnosis:
You identify too strongly with the media you consume. You have incorporated Hololive into part of your identity which is why you're so invested in seeing them succeed. I won't presume to know how your life is going but I will say that I think it's likely you currently either don't find worth in yourself or aren't finding much success in your life which is why you have latched on to successful people. My prescription is finding intrinsic value in yourself that does not come from being a fan of a multi hundred billion dollar company.
