>>85040762I'm a NEET with zero job experience and no skills, at least not skills that I know how to use properly. I have knowledge, i've been absorbing knowledge since I graduated high school, I know a ton of stuff about the indie book publishing scene and writing but I have extreme lethargy and it's difficult to do things even things I like or love.
I admire and envy people who get out of bed with a purpose and drive. I don't know how they do it. I haven't felt genuinely happy in so long I don't remember how to. But i'm not sad either so I just kind of exist.
