>>46983273It's finally starting to sink in that I lost my oshi, the first Vtuber I actually fell in love with.
I thought I had a pretty healthy relationship with the whole thing because I never schizoed out about anything, she hardly ever gave me reason to, to be fair. I just enjoyed watching her and she became part of my routine, even inspired me to get back into playing music and singing.
I still teared up a bit watching some of her VODs and her pictures. Never knew this shit could hit this hard but It is what it is.
The early morning sings no more.
