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Warning: very annoying rant about Nerissa, all skippa skippa comments are valid.
I started watching Rissa on last year's Halloween stream and I remember membering around her birthday stream. Back then she was very fresh and eager to try new things, very enthusiastic about streaming and playing games, handcams and everything. Frantically that made me fall in love with her, as everything felt so fresh and the vibes were nice. Slowly she started losing her way a bit, her type of content changing and morphing into some good things and some bad. It felt like we'd go into cycles of doom every month, but then she'd do something great that gives me hope. As I was getting ready to be frustrated for the next cycle I came to the realization that this hasn't been a cycle for a while, but rather Nerissa has seem to found the type of content she wants to do moving forward and the type of streamer she wants to be. Totally valid and I'm glad for her to be honest. However it's not the type of content that interests me enough to watch streams anymore. I no longer have the motivation to watch streams instead of playing games, let alone stay up late for every stream like I used to. And it feels like she's been growing more apathetic about her viewers by the day, more distant in a way, almost feels like she's become a husk of the Rissa I fell in love with. Lately she's been surrounding herself by the worst of twitter and forcefully feeding shipfags of all kinds, becoming more of a twitter persona than a streamer and it's very repulsive to watch. I've tried watching other vtubers and found some with the type of content I wish Rissa would do, but they didn't give me the same feelings I had when I first started watching Rissa, she was just so special. I don't think I have it in me anymore to continue forcing myself to watch streams, things look like they'll remain stale and stagnant the way they are as she's happy where she is. And what's sad is that it feels very easy to move on now, I've been completely drained out of interest. If anything I'm more parasocial about the thread here so I don't see myself leaving anytime soon, but outside of special streams like karaokes and big events I can't see myself being a jailbird anymore
