>>101831771Hey there, sorry if what I am doing is making you sad. It really did weigh a lot on me that it would affect people negatively. If you ever want to talk please DM me. It means a lot to me that you miss my streams.
a lot of the reason why I streamed was to try and get external validation because I was ashamed of and even hated myself. accepting myself allowed me to not desire that external validation nearly as much so a lot of my motivation for streaming has evaporated since. That being said I do like streaming a lot and I would like to continue streaming as FOM again some day. Im not sure when but maybe once my life settles down a bit. 