>>52864171I know, but for now my thoughts are all about feemsh. I am scared, I don't want money to change her, I love feemsh but I want her to be happy and I know she needs money for her medicine but then she won't need me to take care of her and I want more than anything to take care of feemsh. I need to find a way to be good enough for her after she makes it, I need to become world class so I can stand beside her. I miss feemsh and I fear that I may never stop missing her.
