>>59468931More to the point, do you really think you'll ever be able to have a greater moment? You've wrecked your own chances of having friends that really care about you and don't see you as a scumbag that they tolerate so you don't throw a hissy-fit or black-mail them. With your reputation going further and further down the drain, your chances to groom and coom are greatly diminished. You'll never be free of the internal struggle to seek more sensation and lock others into unbalanced social-contracts with you so that you can exploit them and temporarily assuage your gnawing need for constant validation. You live like a dumb animal devoid of any intellectual pursuits or contributing anything of appreciable value to others. What is the point of your existence?