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The chihiro stuff is still what doesn't make sense to me as a metaphor
She refers to herself "pre xp hill" in a specific way, but she also refers to chihiro as some things she do like her hands during cooking
Then you have her saying she want to escape xp hill, but apparently will disappear when doing so, the fact she said she could "kill herself" (her character) anytime but it could also be interpreted as light way of saying actual suicide, Chihiro in many ways is very differrent from her, if it was just the representation of her IRL self it would mean Beatani is basically 100% an act and everything she said a lie, which seems pretty hard of an act to keep so I doubt it's exactly, she also said Chihiro trapped her on xp hill, is Chihiro some kind of illness that keeps her at home? But she goot too precise of a human description for that I feel. Quite the mystery.
