>>8909334she meant that her life choices led her to never meet or even pursue her ideal partner because of retarded nippon idolfaggotery obsession and now she feels like she's missing out on something and suppressing her urges to have kids by convincing herself that she's perfectly happy right now and that her cats are enough to keep her company while being stuck with a well paying but eventually short lived job that gave her countless of schizo stalkers that will ruin her life if she even tries to catch up on her stolen teenage years