>>26839720He has that effect somehow. It's addictive. I watch several streams at a time all day as a distraction, but it's never the same unless it is him. I have a bad case of maladaptive daydreaming... it is an easy escape, although it makes it difficult to gather my thoughts and function, even now. But living in some form of delusion is just what it takes to survive.
Thank you as well. would offer solace, but I have none... only him. There is a point at which it will no longer be sustainable, but until then, he is enough. As long as he exists in this world, nothing else matters. He is everything to me.
