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How the hell am I supposed to stream? I’m not satisfied with the way I’m streaming now and my oshi just graduated. I don’t want to start up with zero plan because I know I won’t be able to be entertaining. I want to do more. I’ll get working on making something tonight. I’m going to do one stream improvement a day. That’s my New Year’s resolution. I’ll post my stream improvements in thread. I lost my oshi but my goal is still the same. I still want to reach where they are. It’s just that now their spot I’m aiming for has stagnated. I might fail right after saying this, but 2025 is gonna be a new time for me. I just watched something inspiring, so I might be riding that high. I’m going to get to figuring this stuff out instead of coasting, because I’ve been coasting for so long with the idea that I’m just setting stage for me grabbing my chance and shifting into gear. I did actually get my chance at one point and didn’t convert it. I haven’t gotten another chance like that so I guess I’m just going to force it. Sorry for subjecting thread to my stream of consciousness, but I need to get it out of my head and I don’t have a diary. Let’s do this or something.
