>>62243089>i feel like someone keeps trying to squeeze my heart until it popsI'm afraid you've been diagnosed with loving your oshi too much comfy...
But also me too, I miss him so much already. Wife made us all into such parasocial life sheeps that cries for him whenever he leaves...we're so attached to him now. Everytime I think of how far we've come and how much more wife loves us like during our goodbye zatsu where a sheep send a supa saying she was crying having a panic attack thinking that wife was going to graduate, and he was so kind and soft to her, fuuchan of the past would've said no parasocial or someshit but now he's such a caring softy. My heart is so full and warm and fuzzy.