>>11806253A bit of self-deprecation is healthy and is a sign you know you need improvement, but constant self-deprecation can be dangerous. Don't worry about it too much unless you feel you do it too often.
And yes, there will be lows and highs, others will throw numbers and drama at you, but faithfulness to your oshi is very fulfilling. As you watch her improve you'll find you want to improve yourself too. Never doubt that warmth in your heart.
