>>85249163>That was you? Yeah...
>Here’s some harsh reassurance that’s a retarded fear to have. She wouldn’t have done the space or put nearly as much work in for you guys if she hated you. I know its retarded and stuff and its been a problem since before Immy
i may actually be a schizoid but idk yet >And also saying stuff like that will build resentment if she see’s. It reads as you not appreciating the work and love she puts in and basically spitting on it. I try my best to make sure she knows I do despite my brainworms/retarded faggotry, I have sent multiple maros saying how much I love and appreciate her and I really hope she never thinks otherwise
the doubt(?) definitely upsets me and when she tweeted after i made that post i swore i wouldnt post anything like that again because i don't ever want to make her upset>She loves you dummy.I know thats probably true but theres this voice in my head that tells me 'what if its all a lie' and sometimes it gets so loud it drowns out my voice telling myself that she does love me...its all so tiring...Immy, if you read this I love you so much. Please don't ever think otherwise