>>66269473admittedly, i have a good bunch of menhera inner thoughts, so i understand and thats why i take them seriously (usually, i think i can notice if its shitposting or a genuine person)
most of the time, people that feel this kind of way are self-aware and don't want to cause any trouble, so it leads to a kinda self-deprecating cycle where you feel like shit for even having those feelings in the first place - like fwmc said, its complicated, that 1/2 supa comes from a lot of mixed feelings and probably that guy has literally nobody else to air his mixed feelings to so while it was very immature and uncouth of him to supa about it, it did receive a warm answer -- and thats the thing about here or if you have a close understanding friends, airing these complicated feelings out helps and is needed until you can figure yourself out
but yea, keep fighting bro, either we conquer the thoughts or just become so good at dealing with them its not a problem