>>20125900Yeah I see, naruhodo I truly see.
Of course I'm not one to tell you how to live your life, find worth in yourself, feel good about who you are and the impact you have in other's lives.
The path of self-destruction you're embarked on with the stowaway passanger you've essentially taken prisoner will one day bring you it's true fruit of ruin.
I just hope you can realize you can be loved despite your past, and despite whatever transpired to make you be this way.