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I get so confused and jealous of other social situations. I feel like I am left out or an outsider. If I say something, its definitely bad, as its not my place, or selfish or Im not allowed to be sad. But then that just leaves me to retreat or isolate more, like if Im just an extra why should I keep going? It would be better for everyone if I just disengage, even though that just leaves me back at square one.
What makes it different for me? I dunno what to do, I guess just keep going but not isolate? But how long can I do it? Is that actually the right thing to do? Its happened so much before, but I dont think there will be another opportunity.
