>>31724155Supposed to be a shill stream for her game, but shouldn't get her model moving, so she turned it to an emergency zatsu. Started talking and kind of naturally ended up at why she doesn't stream, mentioning that for a while she doesn't enjoy it the same way she used because she's super scared of doing/saying something wrong and getting flamed/causing trouble/people not showing up in the future. She is still really thankful for everyone's support, and hopes she can get back to streaming in the future but she hasn't even really been playing games in her spare time so she doesn't know if/what she'd even stream because she doesn't like streaming games without a goal. Mentioned that she has zero plans of graduation, and then given her aforementioned fears, decided to private the stream.
tl:dr - The chinks really did demolished her mentally.