>>89413904Thanks Neppieposter, I appreciate you... but I'm a bit torn on something else, even though I should be a little more celebratory, because there's been something else I've been waiting for. It's gonna be two months of waiting and my birthday is coming up. I'm worried of not getting my present in time (they're custom voice lines, and one is specific to my birthday). In actuality, I've been feeling really anxious for it for like a month, that's it's starting to eat away at me. It shouldn't be this big of a deal but it is, for some reason. I know she's just super busy and she's a sweet gal but I already reminded her a few times and it feels like trying to get her attention over it is just hard, not to mention I fucked up by unfriending her on Discord over my menhera episode, so reaching her is now harder. I didn't want to bring this stuff here and just keep it in their appropriate channels but I think this brings some relief to myself and feel like I communicated my frustrations out. I don't mean any ill will towards her... I just wish she was a little more communicative about it. I still love her.
