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Going to be 2 months soon, 1/6 of a year.
Barely any interaction during this time, not even the bare minimum liking of tweets. I don't know how to feel anymore, I know she has problems, I know she isn't in control of the situation, but at this point it's just tiresome.
It feels like she just stopped caring about her husbands, I feel miserable, I want her to motivate me to do my best, I want her to give me purpose, I want her to make me feel cared for, I want her to take my pessimism away.
She already couldnt do that since the beginning of this year.
Should have just killed myself in 2018 like I wanted, my life hasn't improved since then anyway even though I tried by hardest to somehow get it back together. The fact that I could just do it now and no one would even know is the worst, why do I even bother anymore.
Love you shomie, shoomfie, shogger, xoxo (Going eeping gn gn gn)(Hope i feel better soon)(Shondo you dont know i posted this because you dont come here(Grrrr))