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>There were things that I thought were like...planned
>I would be offered something, and later it would be like, 'no nevermind'
>it all just kinda compiled this week
>It wore me down yesterday
>I wasn't yelling at Steiner (manager) but I was definitely like, I'm sorry for getting so worked up, like...
>obviously he was like 'you have every right to be upset'
>I don't wanna say too much obviously
>but it's like, it feels like a lot of places, they take advantage of indie vtubers
>when I first started I didn't need to deal with this stuff. There were no conventions. Then I went to heaven (nijien), then when I came back everything is different.
>now I'm just seeing how they treat indie vtubers, and it's kinda pissing me off, I was getting really mad
>it is what it is, if I can pull any sort of influence I try...but...
>I shouldn't have to. I feel places should just respect everyone all the same. I shouldn't have to use my influence to say 'hey this is right', that not everybody is treated well
>another part was like...
>I thought it was really disrespectful to you guys
>when you thought something was going to your oshi and helping your oshi, but then behind the scenes it's not
>it's disrespecting your time, it's disrespecting your money
>disrespect is like my biggest pet peeve ever
>sorry I'm like, super gripping my apple pen, I'm like rrrrggg
>because it's like, I'm doing this thing, and you thought it was helping my oshi, and then it's not, it's like, that's not where your support was wanting to go
>oh god I just *aaaahhhh* sorry last night I was really going off about it
>I understand that business is business, and obviously to keep a business afloat you need to do certain things, I'm not stupid. It's just....
>I'll keep doing what I do from my end, to hopefully have it better for other indies, and for you guys as well
>for a lot of events recently, I've been really critical of like feedback and stuff. Like you should work on this, you should not do this, you should like...
>because I just want you guys to have the most quality experience that's like, possible
>yesterday a bunch of news came by that was like, kinda crummy, so sorry that I'm being a bit like...'agghdksb'
>in the future I just want to work with things that I think are good. And if not I don't work with them again
