>>88870095Growing distant and uninterested on a chuuba you spent a lot of on for is a weird experience, you feel a bit alien when you see their posts, waiting rooms or fans talking about them. That feeling of joy when you watched her gets replaced by emptiness, at least I'm happy knowing they still have a lot of supporters, being a replaceable viewer isn't too bad after all since you know they won't notice or care about your absence.
